Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Angel Day Vikki-Ann

My hearts heavy, it feels back in the moment and feels like its screaming. Where did the years go? Years filled by grief, by hate, guilt, resentment and those feelings that are in no way good for my soul. I don't know how to feel honestly, I'm just letting my feelings be in the moment. Not resisting, not over thinking, just being. Thank you my little girl for blessing my heart with nothing but love. With the empathy and humility to see past another's misfortune and accept them as they are. That people who experience loss are entitled to their grief and that we all grieve differently. There is no one size fits all procedure to battling inside, it needs to go through the motions. To be coaxed out of its recess and brought into the light. You will forever be with mama. Love you always Vikki-Ann